MrAxespoe

I remember saying to my self, The worst thing that can happen is that they say no. So I asked if I could join. And I was accepted. It felt nice. And for a while, I did things even with out having to say that to myself over and over again. It boosted me quite well I thought. That wasn't even a real thing to be worried about. It was asking a simple question over the internet. Maybe its the anonymity of it all, but that was maybe five or six years ago? I was a stupid kid back then, actually feel sorry for my self sometimes when thinking about it. But now, for something that actually half matters in my life, a REAL world situation, I

Distance makes the heart grow fonder Distance can only do two things. Make or break. I dont even know how to talk. My feelings are trapped at the ends of my fingers. Its criminal to let ten fingers tell a love story. You'd think distance would make things easier. Easier... because, Harder because i cant see you. I cant hear you. I cant see your smile, i cant read your face. I cant tell how your feeling through pixels on a screen. i can't hold you near me, and tell you how much you mean. Can't smell your hair, see your lips, stare into your eyes. I can't even speak the words half the time when we're together. How am i expected